So maybe I've never experienced the pressure of competing at an international event with billions of viewers, but I remember royally botching two performances, both during my teenage years and in a team setting. The first mess up was a trumpet solo in a Grade 9 Jazz Band competition in Saskatchewan. I froze during 16 out a 22 measure Basin Street Blues solo. Woo boy! I thought my band teacher would say something, but she never did. Then in Grade 10, I was in a cheerleading competition, again in Saskatchewan. One of the cheerleaders got injured the night before competition, which led to last minute formation changes that affected me and the sequence of some of my choreography. Yeppers! I, again, froze during competition for 16 dance beats. During the 8 seconds of agonizing hell, I first wished mightily for the power of invisibility. Then I thought, "Well, I'm in exactly the centre of this formation. Maybe they won't notice that I'm not moving since everything is symmetrical." Thankfully, I was able to snap out of it and finish the rest of the routine without incident.
You'd think I took those incidents really hard; I'm definitely not the poster child for Under-achieving Asians. But I didn't. I guess, I must've not taken those activities too seriously. It's not like I was in the Olympics or something.
So back to Fabian Hambuechen. I don't know what he's feeling now. But I really appreciated his display of perseverance, and his ability to suck it up and finish the job for his team. Not everyone can compete in the Olympics, but anyone can choose perseverance. Life is all about jumping back on the proverbial horse. Hopefully mine isn't too wild.
2 comments:
Great read. You seem to have bad luck with Saskatchewan and the number 16. I'd avoid those if I were you.
LOL, reading that reminds me of when I used to shy away from things like that due to being afraid of public humiliation. It also reminded me of the time I we had a musical performance in elementary school and the teacher last-minute switched me from the biggest instrument to the smallest one. I was pretty pissed off at that but didn't have any argument abilities back then. I would have gave her hell now.
Back on topic: I think once you get to the level of Olympic athletes, you are so far beyond needing perseverance to finish an already botched routine. That's the kind of stuff you fight with when u are little, or are new to public performances. When they botch a performance like that, it makes redoing it even easier because they don't have any pressure. They know they lost already, so just swing around and have fun out there.
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